Did you know that I have thoughts – like daily – about things that I want to blog about here.
And I don’t.
I’ll risk being honest and say out loud why:
Cause I’m really discouraged.
To be honest, my heart is breaking a little bit more with each passing day.
It’s a long detailed thing – some of which I’ve blogged about here. A lot of it I just don’t say out loud much – because, well – there are lots of reasons…
…I feel like a failure :sigh:
…I feel like I don’t want to discourage newbies (I know – irrational, right?! – but it’s what’s banging around in my heart)
…I feel like it’s too risky to expose these deep feelings
All pretty dumb, honestly.
BUT – there’s this challenge at WordPress to blog daily or weekly. Daily – yeah – I’m not there yet. Weekly – weekly, I’m willing to try.
And yes, I’m going to try and be honest about the stuff that’s going on and maybe even expose this hurting heart a bit.